what’s a good substitute for the feeling of being creampied? /u/Aggravating-Yak-736 Sex

i (f, 20) and my boyfriend (m, 20) — my boyfriend has officially tried to cum inside me which was the most IMMACULATE feeling in the world. since then, that was the only thing i wanted to think about, and sadly every time i masterbated i don’t feel that satisfied anymore. even when we have sex and he doesn’t cum inside i don’t feel satisfied and fulfilled because i want to feel his cum inside me and i want to control it hence the creampie title. what should i do? is there any toy or lube or whatever to make me feel like there’s cum inside me without the actual cum of my boyf since we’re scared of getting pregnant. thanks a lot!

i (f, 20) and my boyfriend (m, 20) — my boyfriend has officially tried to cum inside me which was the most IMMACULATE feeling in the world. since then, that was the only thing i wanted to think about, and sadly every time i masterbated i don’t feel that satisfied anymore. even when we have sex and he doesn’t cum inside i don’t feel satisfied and fulfilled because i want to feel his cum inside me and i want to control it hence the creampie title. what should i do? is there any toy or lube or whatever to make me feel like there’s cum inside me without the actual cum of my boyf since we’re scared of getting pregnant. thanks a lot!