Insecure about rejected period sex /u/throwawaymhm16 Sex

I asked my boyfriend to have sex on my period and he said no. (At first he didn’t say no and just passive aggressively avoided it, which made me feel a bit insecure to be honest. I would have preferred no instead of making up excuses) I am okay with not doing it even though it’s hard to abstain for 9 days. I don’t want him to feel uncomfortable and I get it, it’s blood. Period blood is not pleasant so whatever.. I tell myself that logically but I also feel weirdly hurt. Also during those days I get very desperate. I still give him blowjobs and I use my vibrator over my pants, but it just feels not enough :/. It feels like not even sex, I’m basically masturbating with him with my clothes on.

I asked my boyfriend to have sex on my period and he said no. (At first he didn’t say no and just passive aggressively avoided it, which made me feel a bit insecure to be honest. I would have preferred no instead of making up excuses) I am okay with not doing it even though it’s hard to abstain for 9 days. I don’t want him to feel uncomfortable and I get it, it’s blood. Period blood is not pleasant so whatever.. I tell myself that logically but I also feel weirdly hurt. Also during those days I get very desperate. I still give him blowjobs and I use my vibrator over my pants, but it just feels not enough :/. It feels like not even sex, I’m basically masturbating with him with my clothes on.