i (M21) had my first FFM threesome and don’t know how to feel /u/churbumnono Sex

so the other day i (M21) had my first threesome and i feel extremely conflicted. i was at a bar when a girl not much older than me approached, and since i was pretty drunk at that point the details are fuzzy. i legitimately can’t remember how we hit it off so well, but somehow things escalated like crazy. after messing around a bit in her car she invited back to her place with a friend of hers to have a FFM threesome, and since i hadn’t gotten laid in a long time, i gladly accepted and went with them.

i was still very drunk when we arrived and the two women quickly undressed me and started giving me oral. luckily they had condoms at the house and when the time came we were able to have safe sex. things were going well for a bit, but since we didn’t set any ground rules on the way there, i shortly became uncomfortable with what they were doing to me.

both of them repeatedly stuck their fingers inside me without asking beforehand, and while i’m not against anal play with permission, it completely caught me by surprise and i didn’t consent to it at all. as i said, i was still very drunk and had a difficult time talking and perceiving what was happening to me as it was going on. they’d bite my body really hard out of nowhere and suck super hard while giving oral, and it became very unpleasant after a while.

i was there for a couple of hours with them and eventually we were down to our last condom while one of the girls was on top. at some point while she was riding me, she removed the condom and put me back inside of her without saying anything. i was beyond shocked and completely froze up as she continued fucking me. not much time passed and i was about to finish, so i quickly came to my senses and removed myself before cumming all over her.

that wasn’t too long ago and i’m still extremely conflicted about what happened. i want to believe i enjoyed it partially, but the way it ended and how defenseless i felt halfway through has been messing with my head. sorry for the long post, i just haven’t been able to tell anyone irl and my obsessive thoughts aren’t helping.

so the other day i (M21) had my first threesome and i feel extremely conflicted. i was at a bar when a girl not much older than me approached, and since i was pretty drunk at that point the details are fuzzy. i legitimately can’t remember how we hit it off so well, but somehow things escalated like crazy. after messing around a bit in her car she invited back to her place with a friend of hers to have a FFM threesome, and since i hadn’t gotten laid in a long time, i gladly accepted and went with them.

i was still very drunk when we arrived and the two women quickly undressed me and started giving me oral. luckily they had condoms at the house and when the time came we were able to have safe sex. things were going well for a bit, but since we didn’t set any ground rules on the way there, i shortly became uncomfortable with what they were doing to me.

both of them repeatedly stuck their fingers inside me without asking beforehand, and while i’m not against anal play with permission, it completely caught me by surprise and i didn’t consent to it at all. as i said, i was still very drunk and had a difficult time talking and perceiving what was happening to me as it was going on. they’d bite my body really hard out of nowhere and suck super hard while giving oral, and it became very unpleasant after a while.

i was there for a couple of hours with them and eventually we were down to our last condom while one of the girls was on top. at some point while she was riding me, she removed the condom and put me back inside of her without saying anything. i was beyond shocked and completely froze up as she continued fucking me. not much time passed and i was about to finish, so i quickly came to my senses and removed myself before cumming all over her.

that wasn’t too long ago and i’m still extremely conflicted about what happened. i want to believe i enjoyed it partially, but the way it ended and how defenseless i felt halfway through has been messing with my head. sorry for the long post, i just haven’t been able to tell anyone irl and my obsessive thoughts aren’t helping.