Sexually frustrated confession /u/tograveconfess Sex

Throw away account, Because I’m gonna take this to the grave.

I’m 35 F, Hubby 36M, I’ve been with my husband for 20 years. We are each other’s 1st and only’s. We’ve been together since I was 15. We’ve been sexually active since I was 16. Due to endometriosis, I never really enjoyed sex until like the last 5 or 6 years.

We have an 11 year old and a Almost six-year-old. I prolapsed after my youngest and had a historic to me at age 29. Only have my ovaries didn’t want menopause before 30.

I didn’t have much of sexual drive, Before the historic to me. I would still give intimate time to my husband any time he wanted.

I’m disappointed he doesn’t want it more. I am a Physically active, And honestly I’m in better shape than when I was younger. I’m 5′ 7, waist length strawberry blonde hair with Gray eyes. I’m naturally slender with gentle curves. I teach skiing and do a lot of outdoor activities so I’m physically fit.

I recently did A rate me post. And I learned I’m a good solid 7 or 8 to most people.

Why does my husband not want to have sex with me more? I’m horny for him all the time. I’m clear my communication I come right out and tell him. I tell him what I want when I want it. I got sick of waiting for whenever he might initiate it. He easily go weeks without anything. I’m always the one to initiate.

I even got really good at b*** j***. I told him all the time every once in a while I want him to just take me. I want my husband-to-be a beast. I’m absolutely sick of this control and him being perfectly fine when not having me. I want to rip off his clothes and attack him. Why does he not want to do the same to me?

I do recognize that hes tired. He works hard. I take that into account which is why I wait so much for him for when hes ready. But it feels like I’m always waiting. I’m always ready for him whenever. Even tried backing off, Giving him time to come after me but then he never does. He just placed his f****** computer games. Which I Don’t interrupt him. He needs this time I respect that.

But my needs are not being met I don’t know how I can be anymore clear to him I tell him outright straight. I’m sick of him telling me that hes horny too but not showing it. Him telling me as soon as the kids go to bed. But once they do Stays on that computer. Tells me to just keep waiting. Then I just give up and go to bed.

I’m tired too but for me being intimate my husband is my highest priority. I don’t think I ask for much I just want him to show he wants me. He’s all I have.

He is not satisfying me. He’s not really giving me much of any attention and I practically worship him. I’m disappointed in my husband. I will never admit this to him. I would rather die than him learn this. He’s a good man and I love him dearly. But he takes me for granted, Right now I just wish I had a more involved husband.

Throw away account, Because I’m gonna take this to the grave.

I’m 35 F, Hubby 36M, I’ve been with my husband for 20 years. We are each other’s 1st and only’s. We’ve been together since I was 15. We’ve been sexually active since I was 16. Due to endometriosis, I never really enjoyed sex until like the last 5 or 6 years.

We have an 11 year old and a Almost six-year-old. I prolapsed after my youngest and had a historic to me at age 29. Only have my ovaries didn’t want menopause before 30.

I didn’t have much of sexual drive, Before the historic to me. I would still give intimate time to my husband any time he wanted.

I’m disappointed he doesn’t want it more. I am a Physically active, And honestly I’m in better shape than when I was younger. I’m 5′ 7, waist length strawberry blonde hair with Gray eyes. I’m naturally slender with gentle curves. I teach skiing and do a lot of outdoor activities so I’m physically fit.

I recently did A rate me post. And I learned I’m a good solid 7 or 8 to most people.

Why does my husband not want to have sex with me more? I’m horny for him all the time. I’m clear my communication I come right out and tell him. I tell him what I want when I want it. I got sick of waiting for whenever he might initiate it. He easily go weeks without anything. I’m always the one to initiate.

I even got really good at b*** j***. I told him all the time every once in a while I want him to just take me. I want my husband-to-be a beast. I’m absolutely sick of this control and him being perfectly fine when not having me. I want to rip off his clothes and attack him. Why does he not want to do the same to me?

I do recognize that hes tired. He works hard. I take that into account which is why I wait so much for him for when hes ready. But it feels like I’m always waiting. I’m always ready for him whenever. Even tried backing off, Giving him time to come after me but then he never does. He just placed his f****** computer games. Which I Don’t interrupt him. He needs this time I respect that.

But my needs are not being met I don’t know how I can be anymore clear to him I tell him outright straight. I’m sick of him telling me that hes horny too but not showing it. Him telling me as soon as the kids go to bed. But once they do Stays on that computer. Tells me to just keep waiting. Then I just give up and go to bed.

I’m tired too but for me being intimate my husband is my highest priority. I don’t think I ask for much I just want him to show he wants me. He’s all I have.

He is not satisfying me. He’s not really giving me much of any attention and I practically worship him. I’m disappointed in my husband. I will never admit this to him. I would rather die than him learn this. He’s a good man and I love him dearly. But he takes me for granted, Right now I just wish I had a more involved husband.