How to stop thinking of kink during sex /u/lex_and_thecity Sex

I have a kink which is unrelated to my relationship or boyfriend, but I can’t stop thinking about it when we have sex or when he gives me head. The kink is kinda like a humiliation thing but I won’t get into much detail. I’ve gotten in the habit of thinking about while he gives me head or to make myself cum, I almost feel reliant on it now. When I try to focus on my boyfriend during sex I don’t feel as turned on or like I won’t cum as hard unless I think about the kink. How do I stop doing this? I tried to keep my mind clear and focused on my boyfriend but I always get distracted and can’t stop myself. I just don’t like that I have to think of it to cum fast or have a good orgasm. Btw, this isn’t really a kink I want to share with him. If anything I would like to stop this being a kink for me.

I have a kink which is unrelated to my relationship or boyfriend, but I can’t stop thinking about it when we have sex or when he gives me head. The kink is kinda like a humiliation thing but I won’t get into much detail. I’ve gotten in the habit of thinking about while he gives me head or to make myself cum, I almost feel reliant on it now. When I try to focus on my boyfriend during sex I don’t feel as turned on or like I won’t cum as hard unless I think about the kink. How do I stop doing this? I tried to keep my mind clear and focused on my boyfriend but I always get distracted and can’t stop myself. I just don’t like that I have to think of it to cum fast or have a good orgasm. Btw, this isn’t really a kink I want to share with him. If anything I would like to stop this being a kink for me.