I had surgery and my penis was left with ugly skin and an extra hole for peeing. I feel ashamed to have relationships or sex with women /u/sadkant Sex

I had a kind of urethral hernia in my penis. They were able to cure that hernia but one of the stitches did not heal and opened. I am left with an extra hole, in addition to the bad appearance of scars and like burned skin (there were 3 operations) I feel self-conscious about having sex with women, I feel that they will not feel attraction when they see my penis. I would like some opinions on my case. I am 24 years old, that measures 5 118 inches and it makes me very sick (photos in my profile, although in person it looks worse I think)

I had a kind of urethral hernia in my penis. They were able to cure that hernia but one of the stitches did not heal and opened. I am left with an extra hole, in addition to the bad appearance of scars and like burned skin (there were 3 operations) I feel self-conscious about having sex with women, I feel that they will not feel attraction when they see my penis. I would like some opinions on my case. I am 24 years old, that measures 5 118 inches and it makes me very sick (photos in my profile, although in person it looks worse I think)