Should I buy a vibrator/Other sex toy? /u/Oops_Im_Horny_Again Sex

Ok, so I (19f) masturbate quite regularly and have for years now. Once I “unlocked” the ability to make myself orgasm with just my fingers I have never had any trouble getting there, usually multiple times and as quickly or slowly as I want it to happen.

I’ve been quite happy and satisfied with the method I use, but recently I’ve begun to be intimate with someone for the first time, and this made me realize how many different sensations I can have. Fingering myself has never been pleasurable for me, so I was shocked when someone else’s fingers/penis/mouth were able to make me experience things I’ve never felt before. I feel like there are so many different types of orgasms that I’ve been able to reach with a partner that I’ve never been able to reach by myself.

So I’ve been thinking about whether or not I should buy a vibrator or other type of sex toy. My two big fears are 1) I will lose the ability to make myself or be satisfied with clitoral orgasms done by hand. 2) It will ruin the “specialness” of sex for me. I am not in a serious relationship with the person I am sleeping with so I am not gaining emotional fulfillment from it, I have been however having a really special and amazing sexual awakening with this person and I’m worried that if I start masturbating with a toy it will make my sexual relationship less fulfilling and satisfying.

Are these fears justified, is there something I need to do to avoid them? Because I am curious about toys (even tho I feel like they aren’t really “for” me because I’ve always been able to achieve good orgasms on my own)

Ok, so I (19f) masturbate quite regularly and have for years now. Once I “unlocked” the ability to make myself orgasm with just my fingers I have never had any trouble getting there, usually multiple times and as quickly or slowly as I want it to happen.

I’ve been quite happy and satisfied with the method I use, but recently I’ve begun to be intimate with someone for the first time, and this made me realize how many different sensations I can have. Fingering myself has never been pleasurable for me, so I was shocked when someone else’s fingers/penis/mouth were able to make me experience things I’ve never felt before. I feel like there are so many different types of orgasms that I’ve been able to reach with a partner that I’ve never been able to reach by myself.

So I’ve been thinking about whether or not I should buy a vibrator or other type of sex toy. My two big fears are 1) I will lose the ability to make myself or be satisfied with clitoral orgasms done by hand. 2) It will ruin the “specialness” of sex for me. I am not in a serious relationship with the person I am sleeping with so I am not gaining emotional fulfillment from it, I have been however having a really special and amazing sexual awakening with this person and I’m worried that if I start masturbating with a toy it will make my sexual relationship less fulfilling and satisfying.

Are these fears justified, is there something I need to do to avoid them? Because I am curious about toys (even tho I feel like they aren’t really “for” me because I’ve always been able to achieve good orgasms on my own)