Hypnosis orgasm, felt like I’m cheating on my husband /u/roghaiyye Sex

I (36F) am happily married and have two beautiful children and a great life, but not a very active sexual life as my husband has a very low sex drive which is totally understandable. He’s a very hardworking man and he’s stressed because of that.

So this past year I’ve tried my best to live on masturbation even though it was a bit difficult since i am a stay at home mom with two children and no privacy.

We do have a therapist that have helped us through a lot of problems in the past 10 years and he is like a father figure to both of us (my husband actually calls him father which is very wholesome) He has used hypnotherapy on us before and that also proved to be so helpful in a lot of situations! Overall he was always a safe person.

Lately we talked a lot about my sexual frustration and vent a ton about it. Until last week he suggested a hypnosis session to empty the frustration and I agreed. I had some massive massive orgasms that day and even tho we never even touched (we’re muslims) or say anything sexual or show anything, still the orgasms gave me a sense of guilt, Starting from the day after.

This whole week it felt like i cheated on the love of my life and I’m at the verge of a mental breakdown. I also feel like i broke such a beautiful father daughter like relationship because of my stupid needs but i still haven’t said anything to anyone yet. I thought I could vent here… just wanna know how do you see it.

I (36F) am happily married and have two beautiful children and a great life, but not a very active sexual life as my husband has a very low sex drive which is totally understandable. He’s a very hardworking man and he’s stressed because of that.

So this past year I’ve tried my best to live on masturbation even though it was a bit difficult since i am a stay at home mom with two children and no privacy.

We do have a therapist that have helped us through a lot of problems in the past 10 years and he is like a father figure to both of us (my husband actually calls him father which is very wholesome) He has used hypnotherapy on us before and that also proved to be so helpful in a lot of situations! Overall he was always a safe person.

Lately we talked a lot about my sexual frustration and vent a ton about it. Until last week he suggested a hypnosis session to empty the frustration and I agreed. I had some massive massive orgasms that day and even tho we never even touched (we’re muslims) or say anything sexual or show anything, still the orgasms gave me a sense of guilt, Starting from the day after.

This whole week it felt like i cheated on the love of my life and I’m at the verge of a mental breakdown. I also feel like i broke such a beautiful father daughter like relationship because of my stupid needs but i still haven’t said anything to anyone yet. I thought I could vent here… just wanna know how do you see it.