I think I’m not into casual stuff. At the same time I feel that I have trauma to work on before I’m ready for a relationship. I have guys I really like and feel attracted to (a year ago I wasn’t this open to feeling sexual). I think I want to focus on myself until I’m 25 (and old enough to make better decisions). Yet I lowkey want love and feel like I might be a burden (sad childhood and all). I don’t know if I’m one of those “I want my first time to be special” kind of a girl. As it’s relevant, I think I have vaginismus as well. I only perform clitorial stimulation on myself. Maybe I should explore my own body more. A gynecologist is absolutely not accessible to me. But I could be working on kegel exercises and commit to it. I don’t want to feel like something is wrong with me. I feel very beautiful and hot when I see myself naked. Yet, I crave touch from someone else… At this age, did you ever meet an understanding person? Do you think I’m just denying myself love and intimacy by saying I’m not ready for a relationship (when part of me wants it).
How can I explore my sexuality better? What helped you overcome trauma especially if you’re another brown woman. Our culture is surrounded by zero sex Ed and is fully male centric and scary. I did not even have a first kiss yet…
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r/sex I think I’m not into casual stuff. At the same time I feel that I have trauma to work on before I’m ready for a relationship. I have guys I really like and feel attracted to (a year ago I wasn’t this open to feeling sexual). I think I want to focus on myself until I’m 25 (and old enough to make better decisions). Yet I lowkey want love and feel like I might be a burden (sad childhood and all). I don’t know if I’m one of those “I want my first time to be special” kind of a girl. As it’s relevant, I think I have vaginismus as well. I only perform clitorial stimulation on myself. Maybe I should explore my own body more. A gynecologist is absolutely not accessible to me. But I could be working on kegel exercises and commit to it. I don’t want to feel like something is wrong with me. I feel very beautiful and hot when I see myself naked. Yet, I crave touch from someone else… At this age, did you ever meet an understanding person? Do you think I’m just denying myself love and intimacy by saying I’m not ready for a relationship (when part of me wants it). How can I explore my sexuality better? What helped you overcome trauma especially if you’re another brown woman. Our culture is surrounded by zero sex Ed and is fully male centric and scary. I did not even have a first kiss yet… submitted by /u/-nereida [link] [comments]
I think I’m not into casual stuff. At the same time I feel that I have trauma to work on before I’m ready for a relationship. I have guys I really like and feel attracted to (a year ago I wasn’t this open to feeling sexual). I think I want to focus on myself until I’m 25 (and old enough to make better decisions). Yet I lowkey want love and feel like I might be a burden (sad childhood and all). I don’t know if I’m one of those “I want my first time to be special” kind of a girl. As it’s relevant, I think I have vaginismus as well. I only perform clitorial stimulation on myself. Maybe I should explore my own body more. A gynecologist is absolutely not accessible to me. But I could be working on kegel exercises and commit to it. I don’t want to feel like something is wrong with me. I feel very beautiful and hot when I see myself naked. Yet, I crave touch from someone else… At this age, did you ever meet an understanding person? Do you think I’m just denying myself love and intimacy by saying I’m not ready for a relationship (when part of me wants it).
How can I explore my sexuality better? What helped you overcome trauma especially if you’re another brown woman. Our culture is surrounded by zero sex Ed and is fully male centric and scary. I did not even have a first kiss yet…
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