Is it wrong to fantasize about a different scenario when your have sex with your partner? /u/Anxious_Tangerine280 Sex

I (22F) am bi demisexual and have only ever finished once with my boyfriend and it was with foreplay, I have never finished when we have sex and Ik that’s okay cause lots of women don’t finish with penetration. But I find my mind wandering to scenarios of women when we’re doing stuff. I always think no that’s bad I have to be 100% in to him and be turned on only by him only. So I never let my mind go there, but then I never end up finishing. Is it okay to think of women while I do stuff with my bf so I can finish, or is that wrong and in a way and not being loyal? When I do stuff by myself 9/10 I have to think of women to finish or get going.

I (22F) am bi demisexual and have only ever finished once with my boyfriend and it was with foreplay, I have never finished when we have sex and Ik that’s okay cause lots of women don’t finish with penetration. But I find my mind wandering to scenarios of women when we’re doing stuff. I always think no that’s bad I have to be 100% in to him and be turned on only by him only. So I never let my mind go there, but then I never end up finishing. Is it okay to think of women while I do stuff with my bf so I can finish, or is that wrong and in a way and not being loyal? When I do stuff by myself 9/10 I have to think of women to finish or get going.