He loves receiving bjs but rarely like to go down on me /u/MeasurementIcy931 Sex

For context, we are both 25, have been together for 10 years, I have a little more libido then he, I’m always clean and I smell good, kinda sweet, not just my opinion it’s he’s. He say’s he forgets and when I ask, sometimes he does it and sometimes he doesn’t, it’s difficult for he to make me come like that, but it’s always really good, but I aways orgasm with sex (penetration) and he pleases me some other aways.

Edit.: I am not a bitch, “I do this for you then you have to repay me and do that for me” NO! I do it bc I like it, I don’t give a shit if I do it more, but would be nice to feel he wants to do it too, just sometimes.

So how can I deal with this? Don’t want to ask for more, don’t feel like We need to have this conversation again, it won’t change, it’s how he is, just want to see if anyone has been through that and how can I stop needing it.

For context, we are both 25, have been together for 10 years, I have a little more libido then he, I’m always clean and I smell good, kinda sweet, not just my opinion it’s he’s. He say’s he forgets and when I ask, sometimes he does it and sometimes he doesn’t, it’s difficult for he to make me come like that, but it’s always really good, but I aways orgasm with sex (penetration) and he pleases me some other aways.

Edit.: I am not a bitch, “I do this for you then you have to repay me and do that for me” NO! I do it bc I like it, I don’t give a shit if I do it more, but would be nice to feel he wants to do it too, just sometimes.

So how can I deal with this? Don’t want to ask for more, don’t feel like We need to have this conversation again, it won’t change, it’s how he is, just want to see if anyone has been through that and how can I stop needing it.