She(18f) is my(18m) my first and we have had sex 5 or 6 times. She didn’t come once till this time although was close to. Last time we had sex she told that she is about come and I said so about me and came, she faked an orgasm and it looked like that we came at the same time. It was suspicious, I don’t know why but it looked like that she faked it and I asked her about it multiple times after that but she refused that she faked it.
Recently when we have talked about it she confessed that she faked it because she was really close, she felt guilty for not coming and wanted to please me
I already had trust issues because of my past life experience and I was struggling to trust as she lies a lot
Now I feel devastated and betrayed because of this We were working on issue of her can’t stop lying and my trust issues But now I feel like that everything we were working on doesn’t make sense
I always ask her for feedback to be better but it turned that everything she said was a lie
I wanted to break up as couldn’t handle these lies anymore but eventually after 5 hours of conversation I ended up giving her a chance and she promised that will never lie again
Additional information that might be useful: I am her first male partner, she has complexes regarding her body under the bellybutton and thats why she doesn’t want me to go down despite my enthusiasm, she is really afraid that I will leave her even though I don’t give reason for that and always show love
Is it okay to feel this way because of this situation? It hurts and I am devastated but I feel like that I shouldn’t feel this way
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r/sex She(18f) is my(18m) my first and we have had sex 5 or 6 times. She didn’t come once till this time although was close to. Last time we had sex she told that she is about come and I said so about me and came, she faked an orgasm and it looked like that we came at the same time. It was suspicious, I don’t know why but it looked like that she faked it and I asked her about it multiple times after that but she refused that she faked it. Recently when we have talked about it she confessed that she faked it because she was really close, she felt guilty for not coming and wanted to please me I already had trust issues because of my past life experience and I was struggling to trust as she lies a lot Now I feel devastated and betrayed because of this We were working on issue of her can’t stop lying and my trust issues But now I feel like that everything we were working on doesn’t make sense I always ask her for feedback to be better but it turned that everything she said was a lie I wanted to break up as couldn’t handle these lies anymore but eventually after 5 hours of conversation I ended up giving her a chance and she promised that will never lie again Additional information that might be useful: I am her first male partner, she has complexes regarding her body under the bellybutton and thats why she doesn’t want me to go down despite my enthusiasm, she is really afraid that I will leave her even though I don’t give reason for that and always show love Is it okay to feel this way because of this situation? It hurts and I am devastated but I feel like that I shouldn’t feel this way submitted by /u/Shkvala-2metra [link] [comments]
She(18f) is my(18m) my first and we have had sex 5 or 6 times. She didn’t come once till this time although was close to. Last time we had sex she told that she is about come and I said so about me and came, she faked an orgasm and it looked like that we came at the same time. It was suspicious, I don’t know why but it looked like that she faked it and I asked her about it multiple times after that but she refused that she faked it.
Recently when we have talked about it she confessed that she faked it because she was really close, she felt guilty for not coming and wanted to please me
I already had trust issues because of my past life experience and I was struggling to trust as she lies a lot
Now I feel devastated and betrayed because of this We were working on issue of her can’t stop lying and my trust issues But now I feel like that everything we were working on doesn’t make sense
I always ask her for feedback to be better but it turned that everything she said was a lie
I wanted to break up as couldn’t handle these lies anymore but eventually after 5 hours of conversation I ended up giving her a chance and she promised that will never lie again
Additional information that might be useful: I am her first male partner, she has complexes regarding her body under the bellybutton and thats why she doesn’t want me to go down despite my enthusiasm, she is really afraid that I will leave her even though I don’t give reason for that and always show love
Is it okay to feel this way because of this situation? It hurts and I am devastated but I feel like that I shouldn’t feel this way
submitted by /u/Shkvala-2metra
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