I (23f) want to have sex with my bf but I feel guilty about it /u/boldeststroke21 Sex

I come from a traditional Christian family and something happened with my last bf, we were having sex and somehow my brother found out and told my parents and then it was endless yelling and shaming from my parents, me and my ex broke up and it calmed down for a bit. Now I have a new bf, we’ve been dating for four months and I think I’m ready to have sex with him, I really love him and physical touch and intimacy is my way of expressing my emotions plus I have a really high sex drive tbh, but im so scared of the guilt I’ll feel if I sleep with someone else, I’m also terrified my parents are gonna find out or something I just feel really trapped in this situation and really anxious, idk if I should go for it or not

I come from a traditional Christian family and something happened with my last bf, we were having sex and somehow my brother found out and told my parents and then it was endless yelling and shaming from my parents, me and my ex broke up and it calmed down for a bit. Now I have a new bf, we’ve been dating for four months and I think I’m ready to have sex with him, I really love him and physical touch and intimacy is my way of expressing my emotions plus I have a really high sex drive tbh, but im so scared of the guilt I’ll feel if I sleep with someone else, I’m also terrified my parents are gonna find out or something I just feel really trapped in this situation and really anxious, idk if I should go for it or not