Want to have less degrading sex, worried about partners porn consumption /u/Significant-Eye553 Sex

This started to get extreme when I was pregnant, he wanted to do piss play. I caved and let him because he wouldn’t stop asking and I wanted to please him as I never felt like I could fully.

I’m not sure where it came from so I asked him and he said oh well you liked it didn’t you. Which no I was really frustrated being pregnant and doing something like that.. not really wanting to but doing it because it felt like nothing else pleased him. I tend to sexualize the things he likes so I will enjoy it, ykno I’m pleasing him so that’s what turns me on in the end.

He has called me white trailer trash, young white pussy, ugly bitch etc..) he swears up and down that he doesn’t watch porn but that’s where I’ve seen this behavior. I caught him watching it and he said he got on a old bookmark because he was embarrassed of how he looked in a video we made and I told him if it’s a video of us then I’ve seen it and literally have zero issues with it but he says it was a video I didn’t have which.. ok that’s weird I’m supposed to have the videos we make too. I don’t believe him.

His tiktok was girls farting and shaking ass on his following tab and his fyp was girls feet and shaking ass, he still swears to this day those things weren’t on there.

He can’t come without closing his eyes and jacking off, but recently he finished with just sex. It’s just weird.. that’s the only time he’s done it . These things concern me but he always tells me they didn’t happen or he does them because I like them. But I do them because they seem like the only thing to satisfy him.

I asked to have slow sex or just sex where he doesn’t degrade me and he hates it. Idk what to do.. he always wants to have sex when I don’t. I say no and he keeps going I cry and he doesn’t stop, he keeps asking until I cave. I’m so tired..

I know this is everywhere but my head in everywhere when I think about it honestly and I don’t know what to do. We have a kid and live together I love him but I can’t have a sex life like this

This started to get extreme when I was pregnant, he wanted to do piss play. I caved and let him because he wouldn’t stop asking and I wanted to please him as I never felt like I could fully.

I’m not sure where it came from so I asked him and he said oh well you liked it didn’t you. Which no I was really frustrated being pregnant and doing something like that.. not really wanting to but doing it because it felt like nothing else pleased him. I tend to sexualize the things he likes so I will enjoy it, ykno I’m pleasing him so that’s what turns me on in the end.

He has called me white trailer trash, young white pussy, ugly bitch etc..) he swears up and down that he doesn’t watch porn but that’s where I’ve seen this behavior. I caught him watching it and he said he got on a old bookmark because he was embarrassed of how he looked in a video we made and I told him if it’s a video of us then I’ve seen it and literally have zero issues with it but he says it was a video I didn’t have which.. ok that’s weird I’m supposed to have the videos we make too. I don’t believe him.

His tiktok was girls farting and shaking ass on his following tab and his fyp was girls feet and shaking ass, he still swears to this day those things weren’t on there.

He can’t come without closing his eyes and jacking off, but recently he finished with just sex. It’s just weird.. that’s the only time he’s done it . These things concern me but he always tells me they didn’t happen or he does them because I like them. But I do them because they seem like the only thing to satisfy him.

I asked to have slow sex or just sex where he doesn’t degrade me and he hates it. Idk what to do.. he always wants to have sex when I don’t. I say no and he keeps going I cry and he doesn’t stop, he keeps asking until I cave. I’m so tired..

I know this is everywhere but my head in everywhere when I think about it honestly and I don’t know what to do. We have a kid and live together I love him but I can’t have a sex life like this