So I’m 20 and have been masturbating since I was 4. I was sexually abused as a child so that caused hypersexuality and for the past 14 years I’ve masturbated usually 2-6 times a day. One time I masturbated 15+ times in a span of few hours.
Now that I’m engaged and my fiance tries to make me cum by giving head but it just doesn’t work. He has tried so many times 30+ minutes but I just can’t. It feels good but I can’t cum. I am also afraid of pissing all over his mouth/face because I have a weak bladder (Common for lot of people that were SA very young). Only way I can cum is by applying so much pressure on my clit . Even my clit is weird, probably. You can’t even see it unless I’m REALLY aroused. It’s tiny.
I feel embarrassed when he tries so long and I can’t cum. He’s on the thicker side and as I’m very much inexperienced I can’t comfortably take him in without being very wet and relaxed . I don’t really wanna fake it and just want to feel comfortable. I really love this guy but don’t want to make him feel like he’s inadequate because of my own issues.
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r/sex So I’m 20 and have been masturbating since I was 4. I was sexually abused as a child so that caused hypersexuality and for the past 14 years I’ve masturbated usually 2-6 times a day. One time I masturbated 15+ times in a span of few hours. Now that I’m engaged and my fiance tries to make me cum by giving head but it just doesn’t work. He has tried so many times 30+ minutes but I just can’t. It feels good but I can’t cum. I am also afraid of pissing all over his mouth/face because I have a weak bladder (Common for lot of people that were SA very young). Only way I can cum is by applying so much pressure on my clit . Even my clit is weird, probably. You can’t even see it unless I’m REALLY aroused. It’s tiny. I feel embarrassed when he tries so long and I can’t cum. He’s on the thicker side and as I’m very much inexperienced I can’t comfortably take him in without being very wet and relaxed . I don’t really wanna fake it and just want to feel comfortable. I really love this guy but don’t want to make him feel like he’s inadequate because of my own issues. submitted by /u/idkwhattftodoatall [link] [comments]
So I’m 20 and have been masturbating since I was 4. I was sexually abused as a child so that caused hypersexuality and for the past 14 years I’ve masturbated usually 2-6 times a day. One time I masturbated 15+ times in a span of few hours.
Now that I’m engaged and my fiance tries to make me cum by giving head but it just doesn’t work. He has tried so many times 30+ minutes but I just can’t. It feels good but I can’t cum. I am also afraid of pissing all over his mouth/face because I have a weak bladder (Common for lot of people that were SA very young). Only way I can cum is by applying so much pressure on my clit . Even my clit is weird, probably. You can’t even see it unless I’m REALLY aroused. It’s tiny.
I feel embarrassed when he tries so long and I can’t cum. He’s on the thicker side and as I’m very much inexperienced I can’t comfortably take him in without being very wet and relaxed . I don’t really wanna fake it and just want to feel comfortable. I really love this guy but don’t want to make him feel like he’s inadequate because of my own issues.
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