(F/23) only achieved clitoral orgasm in my lifetime (self induced). Penetration feels like nothing /u/stillthatchick11 Sex

I’m 23 years old and have only ever achieved a clitoral “orgasm” after masturbating. I’ve never had a g-spot orgasm, let alone felt ANYTHING from penetration alone. I’ve had several partners and opportunities to feel something. I pretend I like and feel sex with friends when I really just fake it. Sex does nothing for me. While I’ll get aroused and very wet prior to sex, the act does nothing and I sometimes get dry by the time we’re dont having sex. I want to understand why I can’t achieve a “real” orgasm, and ejaculate like other women do during their orgasm. (Not squirting, just secretions during orgasm that come out). I’m wondering if I could have sexual trauma due to SA as a child? Could this be it? How do I fix it

I’m 23 years old and have only ever achieved a clitoral “orgasm” after masturbating. I’ve never had a g-spot orgasm, let alone felt ANYTHING from penetration alone. I’ve had several partners and opportunities to feel something. I pretend I like and feel sex with friends when I really just fake it. Sex does nothing for me. While I’ll get aroused and very wet prior to sex, the act does nothing and I sometimes get dry by the time we’re dont having sex. I want to understand why I can’t achieve a “real” orgasm, and ejaculate like other women do during their orgasm. (Not squirting, just secretions during orgasm that come out). I’m wondering if I could have sexual trauma due to SA as a child? Could this be it? How do I fix it