My wife says I can finish in her mouth but I know it grosses the her out. /u/izdabombz Sex

I have a thing with girls letting their man cum in their mouths. My wife hears me talk about cumming her mouth all the time and she usually trolls me about it like “hell no”. However when we get hot and heavy, she get really into the idea and do the open mouth faces like daring me or when we get soft and intimate I would ask her gently and she said she would let me in a cutesy timid way. The thing is I knew from years (10) ago I did it and it really grossed her out and when I finish out/inside the feeling of it on her hands or body grosses her out too. I love and respect my wife regardless of “fetish” but I am confused how I should approach this.

I have a thing with girls letting their man cum in their mouths. My wife hears me talk about cumming her mouth all the time and she usually trolls me about it like “hell no”. However when we get hot and heavy, she get really into the idea and do the open mouth faces like daring me or when we get soft and intimate I would ask her gently and she said she would let me in a cutesy timid way. The thing is I knew from years (10) ago I did it and it really grossed her out and when I finish out/inside the feeling of it on her hands or body grosses her out too. I love and respect my wife regardless of “fetish” but I am confused how I should approach this.